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星期六, 六月 30, 2007

Zurich








Lucerne

nothing else matters on6/30/2007 06:37:00 下午

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星期五, 六月 15, 2007

The weather is as gloomy as my mood these days. Here the reasons that determines my mood is so different. I get happy because I get to travel and see new things. I get sad because of new people in my life. Sometimes i feel like i miss the old days. But i also marvel at the power of human adaptation. We really can survive with anything yeah. No matter how different, it's just probably a little more bleak here, a little less laughter. But we still function. We still live.

nothing else matters on6/15/2007 08:34:00 下午

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星期一, 六月 11, 2007

I really regret telling him about my thoughts. Sometimes i just want to get back from the point when everything is well. I really have the urge to call him and tell him it's all a joke. I always have this uncertainty as to whether it's me who expects too much or it's really him. It's making me feel so terrible everytime i think about it, i just want so much for everything to be normal again.
Actually i'm really scared..

nothing else matters on6/11/2007 06:09:00 上午

真实：发现有好多事情，以前爱做的事情，已渐渐遗忘。好像好久没有认真得面对自己想要的是什么。被现实中所发生的一切给拘束，没有问自己到底是否喜欢那状态，一直默默得接受一切。这样的我，在接受一切的当儿，不知道自己不开心。更正确的说，是无意中一直克制那不喜悦－就这样自欺欺人得活着。。。

认真：想好好再认真地画，或做作业。想找回以前的那股热诚。这三年来，我好想重头再过一次。

nothing else matters on6/11/2007 05:39:00 上午

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