星期五, 九月 22, 2006
喜欢和你出去，因为可以看到你。
喜欢和你出去，因为可以跟你说笑。
喜欢看到你，因为看到你让我心笑。
喜欢牵你的手，因为让我感到安慰。
喜欢抱着你，因为让我感到温暖。
讨厌和你出去，因为害怕讨厌你。
讨厌听你讲话，因为害怕讨厌你。
讨厌看到你，因为让我心软。
讨厌你牵我，因为让我感到内疚。
讨厌你抱我，因为害怕让我忘记讨厌你的理由。
我们的感情从何时变得复杂？
害怕这重叠的伤始终会使我们厌倦彼此。
我们想要的，只是简单的爱。
但因为我鲁莽的待遇，使它失去了从前的喜悦。
nothing else matters on9/22/2006 01:59:00 上午
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星期一, 九月 18, 2006
Watching Chobits really affected me...at first i tot it was some brainless perverted anime but as the episodes proceed i realise it has much a deeper meaning to it. The story of how this 18yr old adolescent boy falling slowly in love with the persocon is disturbing. Persocons are super computers made to look and act like humans. In the show, they show how humans don't interact with one another anymore because they prefer persocons. N in one episode, the man fell in love with his persocon, but only to realise later that the latter has completely erased memories of him because its hard disk "crashed". Imagine how you would felt if you were him. Thank God computers today are not made like persocons.
nothing else matters on9/18/2006 02:11:00 上午
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星期六, 九月 16, 2006
Road to Self Discovery part 1
LIKES
1. FOOD: whipped potato, tiramisu, royce chocolate, pepper lunch steak, french fries, desserts, cakes, french loaf, cinnamon, kimchi ramen
2. DRINKS: vanilla and oreo milkshake, earl grey tea, honey, milo
3. IF I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD, I WOULD: stay in bed, watch korean dramas, watch animes, read girly magazines, play ds, have afternoon tea in a nice cafe, shop.
4. IF I HAVE SOME $$, I WOULD: buy cosmetics, buy arty and cute books, buy nice lettersets, buy lots of heels, buy some cute and lacy underwears.
5, IF I HAVE ALOT OF $$, I WOULD: move my house to queenstown or buy a car.
6. IF I AM NOT SO LAZY, I WOULD: brush up on my drawing and painting, play the piano, read the arty books, read the bible, make nice stuff for siwei, write to siwei, clean my house, update my blog.
7. IF I CAN CHANGE SOME PARTS OF ME, I WOULD CHANGE: my chin, my neck, my breasts, my tummy, my height, my hair, my facial hair, my body hair, my nails.
nothing else matters on9/16/2006 11:57:00 下午
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