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星期二, 十二月 27, 2005

*create own style *own market *niche *new website? *believe *commercial vs artistic *20 paintings for exhibition *lazy painting = ink & rice paper *cheap is good *ink is quick *figures *be true to others *be sincere *be yourself *cheapskate pple *bargaining *how u sell your product *i want.

nothing else matters on12/27/2005 11:23:00 下午

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星期三, 十二月 14, 2005

Today experienced an emotional rollercoaster ride.... Too sick to remember the details.

Lesson learnt: Never give in to his demands no matter how tempting they are.
Be selfish. I am the most important.
Don't ever spend another anniversary with him.

His presents no matter how lovely, became bad memories of today. I feel like throwing them away.

Dun wanna go chalet anymore. The idea sickens me. *weeps* Thought i won the emotional battle but he championed me by sleeping the entire night away. I feel like killing myself for being this hopeless idiot.

nothing else matters on12/14/2005 10:49:00 下午

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