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星期五, 十月 14, 2005

Wat if my perspective of the world around me belongs to me only and no one else shared my views. I live in a world that only i exist. It would b so sad. Felt so alone....esp when he says he wanna b alone. Y is he so selfish. Mabbe i expect too much. Felt like crying, but so tired at the same time. So tied down with sch work, nonetheless i make the effort to tok to him, and he always sound like so tired so easily, even though he has been slacking the entire day in camp. Not that he was having a hard time. Mabbe he didn't realise that i'm much more stressed and busy. Come to think of it....it is really quite miraculous we can stay together for 2years and going 3. We've got nothing much in common. Can't explain much to him wat i'm doin in sch and my problems cox he doesn't understand. I tried asking him to play maple wif me cox i c my colleagues who play wif their other half and it's much more fun. He refused. I tried to go exercising wif him, but still it's v rare a chance. I really hate jogging. Even the tv shows we watch are so different. Sometime i really wish he could understand wat i'm going through...even though i shld oso try to understand wat he's goin through.
I really dunno wat's love. Has it become an act of habit? But sometimes i feel i like him so much, i miss him so much. But it might just be my mind playing a trick on me.

nothing else matters on10/14/2005 01:35:00 上午

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