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星期四, 十月 06, 2005

Can't believe it has been already near a month since i wrote about the issue and i still haven't got over it. When i thought i have come to a conclusion in my mind, some other thoughts will ruin it. Til now i am still fighting for a stand. I am totally hopeless, when i thought i can get over with it confidently, the moment i thought of history repeating itself because of my stubborness i knew i would be devastated again. It would be another struggle between pride and my humble thoughts. Then now i'm escaping. Perhaps i'm just lazy to make the extra effort. My brain is corrupted with issues on biasness and lies, and convinced that it is hopeless no matter how much effort you put into. I knew there is a specific problem but i just can't be bothered to change it. And i'm skipping class so I don't have to change it. I'm just so lazy and stubborn. Why can't i just get over with it. -Super pissed.

nothing else matters on10/06/2005 01:31:00 上午

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