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星期一, 九月 12, 2005

My whole idea of tutors and studio is soo skewed. Everything is so negative! Why do we have to do 6 concepts when they arent goin to see if u really do tt? Why do for the sake of doing? Why fill up A3 sheets? Can't i ignore all these shit if they don't suit me? No one says u can't do something you like....yr grades would take the back stabbing for you. Worse you don't even know what they are up to...what is really goin on behind their sniggers, their kind earnest advices TT smile... You don't even know you have been stabbed. I DETEST IT.

My ego is hurt. BIG TIME. Thought i am good. (Still tink i'm good) BUT does that helps? TT's only what i tink.....mabbe i can ignore wat they tink. (IF ONLY i can.) Tink i can't.

What is good design? Good design = creativity? Good design = hard work? Good design = good grades? I seriously have no idea. And cox i dunno wat's good design, i dun understand design, i dun understand appreciation of design. I hate it. I hate things i'm not good at. I HATE IT. I HATE THIS FEELING.

nothing else matters on9/12/2005 09:54:00 下午

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