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星期二, 五月 17, 2005

Having second thoughts about goin bangkok...I'm worried and uneasy. Haha actually i'm timid. Maybe we'll be kidnapped? What if we get lost there? Dun wan to b adventureous, just want to hang around the city area and be surrounded by retails. Shopping areas soothes me.
So timid. I can't even stay at home by myself at night. Scared of the dark. Scared of being alone at night.
Getting fatter btw, dunno y didn't eat alot but my tummy seems to bulge. Sleeping used to be a method to slim down but it didn't seem to wk anymore! :( VVV sad. Mabbe no pt complaining and being unhappy wif it all the time since i can't b bothered to do anything to ease the situation. I think it's time to accept the tummy as part of me. BUT I HATE IT!
Can't wait to see him! (either tml or/and wed) 1 1/2 weeks seem such a long long time. I would die without him.

nothing else matters on5/17/2005 12:20:00 上午

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