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星期二, 十一月 02, 2004

tend to be so stressed up and concerned with every single thing i do. Stressed over CAT tutorials...stupid nber seem to be able to do well despite thinkin i knoe enough. Tml's unseen and this final tutorial seriously hope i can finally pass for once. Today we had our 6 steps evaluation. Really like screw up - didn't work well, thought we could do better aesthetically wise but too bad i didn't really get to read the assignment question so wasn't aware that aesthetics count until like juz now which apparently it was abit too late to change our design. I think seriously it's just not meant to be....the ideal idea of doing well in this course. It's not just about DESIGN -or whatever you think design is. It's so broad i didn't expect anything like this - taking CAT learning solidworks.....going for mech engin lessons......doing this weird 6 steps thing though it's kinda fun...it's just not my cup of tea. Kinda wonder sometimes will i get a chance to apply watever i've learnt so painstakingly and wat i'm going to learn in the years to come. It's so unpredictable and going to be so ironic - doesn't mean you're good in art - in design ( assume that they're related) means you'll do well in this course. Just like me. Don't have the means to be. Don't have the attitude to be. Just not meant to be. I should really juz try to chill and relax. It's killing me.

nothing else matters on11/02/2004 01:23:00 上午

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