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星期六, 十月 23, 2004

Lately i have been confused about my own identity. I kinda lost myself - i dunno what kinda person i am. I think i often speak/response without giving much thought to what i truly feel. Many times i feel i'm just eager to please and appeal to popularity -- to a point where people get turn off and subsequently myself too cox that's just not me that's speaking. It's just an image i'm trying to portray. There's a part of me that doesn't like to talk, or comment...maybe i'm just a loner - i don't like to talk because i'm not sure what i should say, I can't think of things to say that pple like to hear, or phrases that have entertainment value. I don't have the gift of speech -nor language. I feel that i'm misunderstood at times. It's disheartening.

nothing else matters on10/23/2004 01:20:00 上午

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