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星期一, 十月 18, 2004

Don't like the night cause it makes me feel sad. Sitting at this position facing total darkness outside my window at night listening to 933 with an accompanyment from the kli klic klic klic sound of the insects kind of set the dull scary sad lonely depressed mood. Everyone's asleep except me - as usual. Perhaps i should go sleep and not let the creeps get into me. Dun wan to wake up tml morn from a scary dream and find myself alone in the house - though that's always the case. Thinking of the freaky dream tt woke me up this morn still makes me uneasy.

Suddenly i miss him - ALOT. Maybe cox of this situation i'm in - this feeling of being alone - makes me not wanna do anything cox i'm scared. My house's not the cosy type - it looks kinda creapy at night, esp when it faces the jungle. COmpletely BLACK. I guess i should go slp.....

nothing else matters on10/18/2004 11:41:00 下午

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