星期一, 九月 20, 2004
Long time no blog....cox busy. Hee...I have just wasted 2 days of potential wk into nothingless by going out and spending time with siwei. Dunno if i'm doing the right thing BUT it feels so good to be the weekend! HA.
I tink i must have lost my mind sometime ago - when i said i fell in love with another guy. It was really just a stupid over sensitive thought, and it's all gone now. In fact i start to tink of that guy as abit desperate cox he was telling me about his grandma wantin him to get married asap cox he's the only grandson, and that the fortune teller told his mum he'd b married by 24...( or izzit 23, 25??!?) Hmmm....i still love siwei. :) HEE....he looks so shuai4 today :) and i JUST realise not too long ago that he has a really good figure...*sigH* We went eat high tea viet buffet today (tt's the 2nd buffet i had in this week....growing lateral liaoz). And we saw this nike shoe v nice (1st time we agreed on a same pair of shoes....) so he bought it. It's light rice brown with orange-abit thick mao3mao3 nike tick....quite nice but it looks like a ship when u hold it cox it's a size 12....
nothing else matters on9/20/2004 01:51:00 上午
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星期六, 九月 18, 2004
BREAK IS HERE........
This week was hell....but i feel good cox i haben been so hardworkin since a long time ago. Been stayin up really late until like 3.08am to do my design ex.....i tink it's bcox i like to do it tt's why. I can't really be bothered to spend so much effort on my other modules though. Life in id is getting more fun but hectic. :)
Life is good.
nothing else matters on9/18/2004 01:13:00 上午
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星期一, 九月 06, 2004
I had a great weekend! We went bugis yest, den went bras brasah to buy brass stripes and wires for my ex3....den we took a bus to jurong....so hot and sticky we juz fell aslp in the front seat on the top decker of 197. It felt like the good old days... :) those days when we take a random bus and enjoy the scenery. We went home, and lied side by side tokking. Den we kissed... he told me yest was such a wonderful day cox we haf not kissed so wonderfully for a long time. It's not some french kiss with the tongue and everything...it's juz soft and slow little kisses. V sweet. V intoxicating. Den we went to jurong lib, walked around the neighbourhood shoppin centre, went to develop his army photos....v simple, normal things but feels v xing4 fu2!
"miss u alot last nite...realli miss u alot..." "i miss u"
Today met him in the nite at ginza to read comics toge....went for supper at kfc...he sent me home and we're tokkin abt our next bday and christmas wish. I said i wanna hamsters again....he said he'll buy me a dog! heee....though i knoe it's not quite possible cox of practical reasons...i felt so happy! So stupid rite... he says he wish tt his CM can be installed on my laptop so he can start playin his game, and den he said he wishes for me to stay by his side forever...i was massagin his eyes and his head was on my shoulder, his arms around me. We started tokkin abt our future, want to build a lounge cum library in the house so he can all put his comics and my magazines den we can enjoy life in there drinkin juices and readin....*sigh* blissful thoughts
nothing else matters on9/06/2004 01:01:00 上午
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星期五, 九月 03, 2004
yah i'm tinkin too much. i shouldn't haf.....thought i knew, actually i'm just someone who's lost, realise i haben found myself.
nothing else matters on9/03/2004 12:13:00 上午
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星期三, 九月 01, 2004
i tink i haf sinned....
My social life is getting abit more complicated....perhaps too overwhelming. Lately i met a guy from the same gem as me. We're born on the same day. But apart from the fact tt we're born on the same day, we clicked almost instantly...After knowing him for 2 wks, i find him funny, cheerful, looks beng-ish, caring, and a v faithful person in love. We haf been tokkin on msn for a few days already and i find myself actually looking forward to seeing him online, i even find myself getting nervous goin to class today cox i'm goin to c him. It's madness. He sent me home today, he drove me home today. I felt --i dunno....it's a v sheer feeling i dunno y i said ok. Perhaps i'm tinking too much but i haben felt this way since i got attached. It's like falling in love all over again...and the more i thought of it, the worse i felt.
I cried when i tokked to siwei over the phone today. Cox when i heard siwei's voice i remembered telling myself tt no matter wat happened, siwei has always been there for me and only he truly loves and cares abt me, we have been thru so much together.....and thinkin of me having stupid feelings for another juz makes me feel like crying....I feel like I knoe perhaps this's just a temporary infatuation and it'll go away in no time. I just dunno wat to do......sometimes i hate myself...
nothing else matters on9/01/2004 11:59:00 下午
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