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星期三, 六月 16, 2004

Lizhen is goin uk soon! HmMmm got mixed feelings felt happy for her but feel sad too! Me can't bear for her to leave!!! *sheezz* I kinda wondered how her relationship wif her bf is goin to be....kinda worried for her...I tink i can understand bcox i used to believe that i'm goin overseas to study too....and i can express the feelin by cryin and cryin real hard and non-stop in his arms...HmMmm but goin overseas is a good thing esp if you're goin on scholarship... Perhaps i'm juz feelin not too good abt myself cox i didn't have the courage to leave spore and go away to pursue a "dream" while my good fren juz bravely chose the opposite. Hmmm i guess time will tell if i had made the wrong decision... One thing i didn't regret abt makin my decision is that i chose wat my heart feels like doing right now...I guess i'm only living for today, while lz is living for her future...wat abt my future?? My future has yet to be created...

nothing else matters on6/16/2004 11:27:00 下午

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