星期日, 六月 06, 2004
Experiencing a roller-coaster emotional ride.... Today is an unexpectable
HAPPY day! Last nite was a HAPPY day too (except for the death of my hamsters. They died last nite quietly...) Got to meet up with my dear frens unexpectably...you know how hard it is to arrange a day when all 4 of us are free...and it juz so happened so coincidentally last nite. I was only suppose to meet Lz and wingchi and lj juz so happened to be there too! I tink it shld be fate. Rem yest was supposed to be our bbQ? haha...
Me and sw sort things out yest too...i was abit touched when he told me that " we'll pull this thru together" when i suggested to him that he shld leave me alone so i won't cause him further unhappiness. I thought he didn't understand wat i was feeling---the depression and the reasons behind. It turned out that he did quite understood-- after i asked him to explain wat he understood. He says he got suggestions to cheer me up but i muz learn how to stand up myself and be strong. He said we solve one problem at a time and the first thing we shld do is to cheer me up (permenantly). He spent the whole day with me today...we had a great day together shopping. I even forgot the death of my hamsters... i don't feel so sad now! I tink i muz really not let us down and spoil things again. I want us to start anew. I muz remember to control my temper and tink reasonably...
Next weekend we'll gonna celebrate our 1 year 6 months anni. We haf been lookin forward to it since a long long time ago. He said he had planned dinner at a secret place....Hmmm wonder where izzit. It's so unlike him to plan things early esp dates. so i'm quite pleasantly surprised. ( but i tink better not expect too much....) Next week gonna continue search for our couple clothes...Today we're supposed to buy cox his idea to cheer me up..BUT he's SO picky AND indecisive....and so we bought seperate clothes...hope next week can see nice ones and he wont be so indecisive...i tink i decide for him better.
nothing else matters on6/06/2004 11:35:00 下午
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