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星期二, 四月 06, 2004

Perhaps i DO have attitude problem. My colleague is right...i'm not happy with the fact tt i put in effort for my work but am not giving as much in return in terms of pay and training. BUt my boss is unhappy with the careless way i'm handling the microsoft job. SO......but i'm still juz so irritated. Perhaps i'm juz an ignorant and arrogant idiot. :(
Tinking of quitting halfway and juz goin off....but i thought of the 3day hsbc thingy and remind myself that i quitted tt job cox it's meaningless....den am i goin to tell myself i'm goin to quit this job cox of bad pay??? Den wat reasons may there be when i get another job??? OR am i really suey cannot get a decent job??? *siGH* Now i dun feel like doin design anymore cox i tink that interest cannot be work, the same applies vice versa. I should be contented with getting a good payin job and den slacking at home the rest of the time. I tink work if mixed with interest will kill the interest. Like art, working art spoils the whole feeling of loving art. Mabbe i dun really like art at all? Mabbe it's because i can paint well so i feel good abt it...likewise if i can do my maths really well and score v well for it i'll love math? I guess den i'm juz in love with the feeling of being able to do something really well.
Well den, i shld start mastering another field instead tt is more user friendly....

nothing else matters on4/06/2004 11:31:00 下午

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