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星期日, 二月 15, 2004

I can feel myself falling deeper and deeper in love with siwei...
it's dangerous. I could feel it...he sent me home today after an evening out at the movies, and he sent me home last night too....to anyone they may think that it's juz normal...bf sending gf home...but to me it's different. He used to leave me to go home alone at night...especially at night coz he was afraid that his mum will be unhappy. But since he went in camp, he has been sending me home everytime without fail.
It's hard for me to believe that a guy would actually change juz as he promised to change. Siwei did. And now i love him more den ever. But the nicer he treats me, the more helpless i become...I feel even more vulnerable now, more dependent on him den ever.
How can i learn to be stronger when he's away in camp?
How can i bear the pain of seperation again?

nothing else matters on2/15/2004 10:29:00 下午

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